How do I unlove you?

Everything happens for the right reasons.

Reasons I often question its rationalities.

That even it is already vivid, I still seek for deeper answers.

Answers that are already obvious but I neglect to take them.

I neglect them because I chose to love.

Loving is like sacrificing, setting aside myself for someone.

Most of the time, I tend to give more than I can provide.

Even nothing’s left for me, I sacrifice, I love.

I love because is it is the best feeling in my reality

The feeling of being loved and loving someone is a rush of happiness and contentment.

But that only lasts for a while,

A temporal feeling that fades through time.

They say time makes us better in loving.

But what I do not know is that even time is too weak to battle the rule of love.

It is not enough to make me forget of my sacrifices and mistakes.

I only become wiser but I still never learn

After picking up all the broken pieces in my dead ends, I understood why it all happened.

That is to believe in chances, chances to move forward and begin again.

Not everyone has that gift but I had it

I had to begin the road again and outgrow my past.

To grow means to forgive myself from my choices,

From my unwise decisions and failures,

That is the only way that I can truly move forward,

And unlove you and choose to love myself.

But how do I unlove?

I do not know, honestly, I do not know

I guess I cannot really unlove you

I am just loving you in a different way now.